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I’m scared……………….

Scared that everything is gonna be in vain.

Yes, I said it, I’m scared.

Scared that after all these years you’re gonna pack your bags and leave.

I’m scared!!!!!!!!!

Scared that when you go, our kids and I are gonna be all alone.

Yes, I’m scared……

Scared of what my family that you made me abandon would say.

Lord, I’m scared.

Scared, that God would abandon me. I know he is still mad at me for the abortions you insisted on.

I’m scared………..

Scared that our son is gonna grow up and know that if I hadn’t kept it from you, he’d have been aborted too.

Dang! I’m scared.

Scared of what people would say when they know that you wanna leave me for the best man at our wedding.

I’m scared

Shit, I’m scared and I’m tired

……..Scared and tired of being scared.

Scared that the poison won’t work as soon as I want it to evil grin


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  1. sirkastick December 7, 2012 at 9:35 am -  Reply

    Haha, ur writing skills sha >>>>…. Jenny ur awesome, loved the poison part

    • shughar December 7, 2012 at 9:52 pm -  Reply

      U too????????????u r just an evul shyde.Lol……tnx love

  2. raynitah December 6, 2012 at 11:55 pm -  Reply

    loved it (esp d poison part :-D)

    • shughar December 7, 2012 at 9:51 pm -  Reply

      Evullllllll!!!!!!lol tnx

  3. Anonymous December 6, 2012 at 11:17 pm -  Reply

    U dont need to be scared Jenny, we dey with u

    • shughar December 7, 2012 at 9:50 pm -  Reply

      Lmao…….hu una be?

  4. Anonymous December 5, 2012 at 12:18 am -  Reply

    9c write up

    • shughar December 5, 2012 at 11:20 pm -  Reply


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